今天我“生气她”了

前一阵子，在一班朋友面前承认了我暗恋“她”

没错！我的确暗恋“她”许久了。

今天和往常一样驾车去上学

在课室里老师也都没上课

班上有的在谈天说地，有的在读书

我之后便拿了书坐到“她”旁边

当时因为我要放脚，不小心弄到了“她”的脚

被“她”讲了几句，我便跟“她”争论了几句

之后，连续几次都弄到 “她”的脚

之后，“她”大声向我“TEOH WERN JUN 啊！”

那时，我不知为何一股火冲上头去

我一气之下，一句话也没说，拿了书走到课室后面

那时，我真的很生气。

但最后，放学前，我还是和“她”说话了

“ 她”似乎没察觉到我之前在生气。

有时，我会觉得“她”是一位难抓摸的女生

完全不能知道“她”在想什么。

有时，我觉得“她”就不能想想别人吗？

就不能大方点吗？

“她”是不是我理想类型的女生？

“她”适不适合我？

有位朋友曾经“嗮”我，叫我放弃“她”

当我听到时，我的心伤了一下。

但，我还是反驳了我那位朋友

也许，我朋友说得对，我应该放弃“她”

但，每当和“她”在一起，放弃的念头就消失了。

我到底是怎么了？？？？

朋友

朋友－周华健

这些年一个人
风也过雨也走
有过泪有过错
还记得坚持甚麽

真爱过才会懂
会寂寞会回首
终有梦终有你在心中

朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛
还要走还有我

一日朋友，一世朋友 ONCE A FRIENDS , ALWAYS A FRIENDS

致：育才国中 2009 5S2

已经是第二天了，那晚真的很开心，也玩得超HIGH的，谢谢你们......最令我难忘的一刻是大家一起唱朋友的时候。大家一起手握手高唱这首歌，当Bell上台给我拥抱那一刻我真的很感触。你们对我来说真的很重要。“朋友一生一起走，那些日子不再有，一句话一辈子，一生情一杯酒，朋友不曾孤单过”真如这首歌词，有了你们，我并不觉得我是一个人。有的人会很喜欢放假，周末，毕业。有可能他们认为离开了校园便自由了。我并不认为，我宁愿没有放假，没有周末，没有毕业，因为这样我可以每天到学校和你们在一起。我宁愿和你们在一起，也不希望孤零零一个人在家里对着“那个人”....因为有你们，我并不孤单。真的很享受一起下课，一起上课。一起说笑，一起补习的时候。

突然间，有种莫名奇妙的感觉。真希望毕业典礼不会到来，SPM不要酱快到。因为这以后，我们即将各奔前程了。有的去当空姐，有的或许会待在中六，有的可能进私立，有的有可能去外国了。朋友啊，请记住毕业不代表我们的友谊就此结束，而是才刚刚开始，无论以后将会变成怎样，请紧记我们之间的友谊，大家一定要常联络。切记我们的暗号：2009 5S2

Titleless

EVERYONE HAS THEIR FIRSTS:

FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND: Tam See Weng
FIRST SCHOOL: Chung San kindergarden
FIRST CELL PHONE: Nokia 3310
FIRST FUNERAL: No Idea
FIRST PET: Gold Fish ? haha... not really rmbr .. cause age ago d thing liao
FIRST BIG TRIP: havent go for a big trip yet .... still travel in m'sia
FIRST FIGHT: not rmbr liao
FIRST CELEBRITY CRUSH: dunno
FIRST TIME OUT OF THE COUNTRY?: when i am young ..... i think in btw 3-5 year ba...nt really rmbr
FIRST JOB: student
FIRST MYSPACE FRIEND: have no myspace

EVERYONE HAS THEIR LASTS:

LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED: no idea
LAST CAR RIDE: kancil .... my car .... haha
LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: this month
LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED: The Ugly Truth
LAST FOOD YOU ATE: chee cheong fun
LAST ITEM BOUGHT: books
LAST SHIRT WORN: shirt lo ... what else can i wear ?
LAST PHONE CALL: Yee Lin
LAST TEXT MESSAGE: Ee Ling
LAST KISS: my first kiss have not been stolen yet ...
LAST THING YOU TOUCHED: my lou po.... laptop
LAST FUNERAL: no idea
LAST TIME AT THE MALL: yesterday
LAST TIME YOU WERE EXCITED FOR SOMETHING: dunno
LAST PERSON YOU SAW: tuitionmates
LAST THING YOU DRANK: nutrifresh .... it is a nutrition product
LAST PERSON THAT BROKE YOUR HEART:erm ....dunno

LAST TIME YOU WERE HONESTLY HAPPY:long time didn't honestly happy liao

一个马来西亚 1MALAYSIA

“一个马来西亚”是今年国庆的主题。一个马来西亚的概念主要是能通过此项活动能团结各族人民创造一个属于马来西亚人的国家。在迈向先进国的同时，人民扮演极重要的角色。一个国家是由它自己的人民所统治的。没有了人民就没有了国家。

马来西亚独立了52 周年，人民的团结可见逐渐减弱了。其中的原因是我们人都抱着有色眼镜去看待其他种族。时常因一些课题而对友族同胞抱有成见。我们可不可以不要以一个人的行为去断定一个种族呢？

其实，许多友族同胞都是非常亲切的，只是我们没有深入他们的生活的圈子里。为什么我们就不能放下一切的成见去融入他们呢？马来西亚是个多元种族的国家。我们应该应以为傲啊！在这里我们不单原理一切天灾，战争，人民可以安居乐业，那我们还想要求什么呢？以国家的人民如果不团结，其他国家会怎么看我们呢? 那我们的国家又怎么进步呢？我们时常嫌政府只会空喊口号,但我们回想一下，政府所喊得口号当中，有几个我们是真正有相应过的呢？一个对国家来说是最重要的“人民团结”我们是否有实实在在地实行呢？

我们时常嫌这个嫌那个，有没有想过一个小小的动作或态度对我们的国家是多大的贡献呢？不要再分你是什么人，我是什么人好吗？

大家都是马来西亚人。

永远留在心中的您

公元1992年1月4日，本人降临于人世。再过四个月，我就可以“堂堂正正”地去买香烟啦！哈哈！开玩笑啊！本人决不会抽香烟的，毕竟，我对香烟的气味是非常敏感的........很快地，岁月渐渐的流失了......十七年说长不长，说短不短。十七年里，我经历了不少的事情。儿时，最快乐的事就是生日了。每年的生日，爸妈都会为我我准备生日派对，请了许多的表哥表姐表弟表妹 们，大家一起玩耍。感情都非常好。除此之外，也和家人与亲戚一起去旅行。

不幸的，记得在我四岁那年妈妈患了肾病，从此，妈妈的生活便有所改变。妈妈的每星期都得去医院洗肾。当我还在就读幼儿园时，我都住在我姑婆家（我妈的姑姑）。上了小学时，便和我爸妈一起住。在我四年级年半时，因由我妈无法照顾我，加上我爸得工作，所以，我便到吉打（我祖母家）就读。那次起,我便和我妈分隔两地了。我妈每天都给我打电话。有时，真的觉得有点厌倦，

在我六年级那年，一天放学回到家时，祖母告诉我明天我们一起回怡保，因为我妈跌倒动了手术进了医院。第二天，就这样我们下了怡保。到了怡保，我爸接我们。之后，我们便到医院。到了晚上，我阿姨和亲戚们都到了。医生出来告诉我们我妈有可能挨不过那晚了。听了那句话后，我整个人呆了。我从没想过失去自己的至亲时会怎样。看着躺在病床上昏迷已着的母亲，男儿泪禁不住地掉下来了。我永远都忘记不了这一天。

妈，对不起！我没有好好地孝顺您。不但如此，我甚至还嫌你烦，整天打电话给我。对不起，我一以对你了说话语气重了，对你冷言冷语。多希望能听见你的声音。我知道这一切已无补于事了，一切太迟了。惟有希望你在西方极乐世界得到安祥。

各位朋友们，人总是要等到失去了才会珍惜。电脑被偷了，电话坏了，甚至房子被烧了，都可以重新再建，再换。但父母是有今世没来世的，没了是怎么也换不回来的啊！！有缘才能做你的父母。千万别等到“树欲静而风止，子欲养而亲不在”。

最后，只能在回忆里追忆您-妈

亲生母亲永远都胜过养母！！！

亲生母亲的爱永远都是最真，最伟大！！！

Past Day By Day

grab from yee lin's blogspot


Sorry for waiting me to updated my blog .... recently dunno what to post ....... as u can see the days to SPM nearer n nearer ..... but i still like last time ...... can i manage to reach my dreams .....everyday just keep talking wanna revision ....but how much that i revise ? haiz...... just trying my best ...... god pls give strength to do it ..... i need ur help ......

Korean Food

After shopping at Ipoh Parade ..... i went to eat Korean food with my friend .... the korean food center just situated behind jusco ... named “ 大长今”....the shop owner is totally from korea ....the food are tasty for me ..... me and my friend called a korean steamboat , a fried rice cake and a cup of ginseng tea...i like it ...it is delicious ...especially the 'kimchi' ...it taste sour ....here are some photo.....

Korean Steamboat ( Kimchi Cassessroll )

Fried Rice Cake
Snack Of Korean Food
Ginseng Tea

Having My Meal

K Fes. 2007

i bought this at Ipoh Parade ,Cheerful Lifestyle after i went to book fair with my fren..it is a concert ...... it attracted me because it have my favourite singer and actor....John Hoon.....i know him since he korean drama " Princess Hours" ..after that he also cast in the drama " 魔女允熙”....

Book Fair

Today my friend and i went to the book fair at SMJK Yuk Choy . Actually 11am to 1pm i have a tuition class but when i almost arrive tuition centre , I receive a message from my friend said that tuition centre was closed . She asked me don't go for tuition . At that time i release that today is Agong's birthday . So i decided to call my ask that i will going to fetch her for breakfast . After the breakfast we went to book fair . At the fair , we met my chinese language teacher , pn tang and some of seniors of chinese . I bought two book at the book fair . one is the " Bible Book ". it is something about the story behind the bible ....it attracted me to read ...i will tell in more detail after i finish read it ...another book is “十五二十年少时”this book is introduced by myself ...i think it mostly about teenagers ....

Famine 30 hours

this year famine 30 hours
will held on 22 - 23 august 2009
support it ya ...

here are the video about famine 30 hours


30 hours famine 2007

LOSER ? USELESS ?

Today is the forth day of the mid-year examination.......today subject is the most headache subject- History and English Paper 1....... luckily the History subject is just paper 1 ..... honestly i dunno what the question asking even it was paper 1 only ....This is because i really didn't prepare for it before the exam....because of the Add Math project work....just get it nearby the mid year exam....actually not just this subject only ..all the subjects i also havent study yet ....how ? i feel to give up my mid year ler .....but..............haiz......
SPM......SPM .......SPM.......i feel very scare when listen to the word ......i am not ready to face it.....i wish to get good results .......but i haven't cope my study yet ......everytime i wanna start my revision ....after 3 minutes i gave up....am i lazy ? am i not interested in study ? i dunno ....i really dunno.....
where do i need to start ? should i start from the basic ? should i just straight do the pass year without understanding ? should i give up ? are the enough time ? these type of question always come in my mind .....

when see my cousin , relatives get very good result ...i feel very " xian mu " and wish to follow their footstep.....can i ?
sometimes i think some pressure will be some " tui dong li " for me ...so i keep reminding myself must follow their footstep .... but that seems not work.....

why when form 3 i can such hardworking keep revise my studies .... why now i change like that ? am i " tao bi xian shi " ????? why ?????? why i can't done a work nicely ? am i loser ? am i useless ?

Last Duty

Yesterday was my librarian last duty .....very happy yesterday .....before a week , our friday duty leaders already started to plan what to eat and play .....
after school , me , kok hui , chee foong and ga-son went out to buy kfc ....before we bought , we had our lunch at MCD ... haha....although kok hui and i were duty that day ....but kok hui is SO mah...haha....
when we arrive kfc , we start calculate the number if members + leaders ...haha...then we bought a barrels of chicken ........
after that we took taxi back to school ....at school ...... we walk very fast and even run into library ler ...cause scare get caught ....so we carried the barrels of chicken hide here and there ....haha....
yesterday , we do the ' kerja kebersihan ' quite early ......then we start the party ...huuuuu.....
form 1 and form 2 members so quiet lar ....just sitting there only...no talking wan .....huuuu...
form 3 and form 4 members so active ......haha .......form 3 and form 4 members bought a cake .....then after having a great meal...we started playing with the cream of the cake and the ice ......haha .....we put the ice inside the shirt on the boys members.....and put the the cream on to their face ..... leaders n members play fun together....we already not caring about our image already ...haha....so happy long time didnt play like that .....
after that , we started to clean up library haha.....then we ended our last duty......before went home ...form 4 member had bought a present for each friday's leaders .....i am suprised about that ..... i dont ever know that they have prepared a present ..... thank you ya form 4 .....

by the end i want to say .....i miss the time that i duty very much ..... it give me a lot of happiness ...... thank you to all the friday's leaders and members .....FRIDAY THE BEST ...... gambateh.....

i have captured few photo ....the photo will be post coming soon .....

20/03/09~~~~Friday

Today, nothing special happen on me . after my piano lesson just went out with my fren . we had our lunch at town KFC . after that , we to do my gold tag for librarian. my gold tag just broken because i put it into washing machine...haiz....then we go to MCD enjoy a sundae cone n coke ....we sat n chatting in MCD ....after that we go home by public bus ...

My new laptop

today, just went to Megamate which is Shatin branch to take my new laptop ....my dad just brought me there yesterday to buy a laptop....its brand is BENQ ....3GB RAM...2.53GHz processor ....it is black in colour .....it looks so cool ....i like it very much .....thanks ya daddy ....

front view laptop

keypad of laptop

screen of laptop

top view of laptop

New Blog

Hi, everyone out there .... thank for viewing my blog ya....just create a new blog here ....hope you all enjoy it ya....i will try my best to update the thing happen surround ....check it out ya....