STPM ends

It's the day. The day that I have been waiting for so long. STPM ends.

I just don't know how to describe my feeling of being free from exams...I still remembered the day before I was very jealous of my friends as they finished the test one day earlier.

Finally , the day has come.  Time really flies.  Today is the third day after my STPM ends. I just can't imagine that I have finished my form six life .It seems I was just entering Form 6 yesterday.

 I have never regret to enter Form 6 . I did learn a lot within this one and a half year time. 

I made a lot of friends. I thank God for granted me to make more friends during my form 6 life . Some of them are from my school , some are from Anderson and some are even from other schools. I really appreciate the moments that we had spent ( chit-chatting, studying , gossiping , tuition , laugh ). We share our happiness and sadness together . I hope that our friendship will be maintaining forever. 

 No matter what are the challenges that you'll face  in the future , no worries , do not give up easily and stay strong , friends.  God will always bring you go through it. May God bless all of  you. 

I'm sorry !!!

I'm sorry my bloggie . I had been leaving you alone for a long time . No worries. Stay tuned , I will be updating my blog very soon .

爸，这是给你的。

这是写给你的信。我知道你一定不会看到的，因为你不会玩部落格。我只想接着这里对你述说我的看法，想法，梦想。有可能有人会觉得我很笨，认为为什么不直接和你爸说？ 我就是不敢，我怕我得不到你的认同。你说要我看东西要看全面，爸，你知道吗？ 每次和你谈想法，谈我想做什么，你都不大鼓励，因为虽然你没说不鼓励，但我能感觉到。有时候我很高兴地告诉你，但你的一句话把我打沉了。有时候我能并没有想象到你会这么的反应，我还想着你满意的样子。有时候，我告诉你是想得到你的支持，但往往结果不会是那样。我知道，姑姑知道我很多东西，如果没错，你应该有和姑姑谈我和你聊的事情。我真的很不高兴，为什么全部人都知道。每次回吉打，其实我都不是很开心，因为我觉得全部人都知道我的事情，他们看我的眼光不一样。因为在全部人里面，我不算是出色的，爸，你知道吗？ 每次和你谈想法，谈我想做什么，你都不大鼓励，因为，在你感觉上我就是，优柔寡断的那位，容易受骗。但你们有没有想过，这是为什么？是不是我重来没有得到你们的支持？我真的觉得朋友真的比家人还要信任支持我。

说真的，真的我有很多的想法我都不敢和你说，因为经过多次以后，我知道，结果通常都不是我想要的。

JUN.

Love Your Enemies

John 14:34 A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another.

Luke 6:27-28 But I tell you who hear me: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you.

Romans 12:14 Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse.

1 Corinthians 4:12 We work hard with our own hands. When we are cursed, we bless; when we are persecuted, we endure it

Romans 12:17-21 Do not repay anyone evil for evil. Be careful to do what is right in the eyes of everybody. If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone. Do not take revenge, my friends, but leave room for God's wrath, for it is written: "It is mine to avenge; I will repay," says the Lord. On the contrary: "If your enemy is hungry, feed him; if he is thirsty, give him something to drink. In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head." Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good

1 Peter 3:9 Do not repay evil with evil or insult with insult, but with blessing, because to this you were called so that you may inherit a blessing (1 Peter 3:9)

1 John 2:9-10 Anyone who claims to be in the light but hates his brother is still in the darkness. Whoever loves his brother lives in the light, and there is nothing in him to make him stumble

Exam's Mood~~~Moody

Month by month , day by day , second by second , exam is just the corner. 10/05/2011 is the day!!!! Yet, I'm still blogging !!!! TWJ!!! You're going to die soon!!!!! I have no idea why as the exam is coming nearer , I feel no mood on studies.

Actually I started preparing for exam one week ago, I know that's defintely not enough time , no matter how , it gonna start. Yet, now it seems I have studied not much , every subject studied for a little. All are half pail of water. It is easy to understand when study , only worry about the questions.

What I feel now , is not worry , anxious , excited or upset. But, the pressure upon me !!!! I'm lack of time . Sometimes I feel to give up on this Mid Year and focus on STPM , I just can't do it. !!!!! Arghhhhh..... my head gonna burst!

I'm back ...

Oops.... sorry that i have been ignoring you for quite some times, my little bloggy.I had left here for about a year .Wow! it's quite a long period! I think it's the time now for me to back to my little space ....

Today 06/01/2011 , I was a little disappointed. I got my MUET result this morning. At first I checked my result through sms this morning and i got a band 3. When i got my slip i was shocked because I only got a lower band 3 with 146 scores. It's just enough for me to pass with a band 3 ( minimum scores for band 3 is 140 ). I expect that i will getting at least a middle or higher band 3. The higher of expectation , the higher of disappointment. Don't ever be over confident and be high expectation.However , a law degree require at least a band 4 . So, tomorrow i will paying another 60 ringgit to register again.

Anyway, Thank you , God. Although i have a small disappointment with my result , I'm still thank you ,my Lord. Thanks for guiding me throughout the exam.I will work harder this time. I wish You will keep on guiding me in the future. Please bless me with strength toward my revisions and examinations. Thank you, God. Amen.