Famine 30 hours

this year famine 30 hours
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30 hours famine 2007

LOSER ? USELESS ?

Today is the forth day of the mid-year examination.......today subject is the most headache subject- History and English Paper 1....... luckily the History subject is just paper 1 ..... honestly i dunno what the question asking even it was paper 1 only ....This is because i really didn't prepare for it before the exam....because of the Add Math project work....just get it nearby the mid year exam....actually not just this subject only ..all the subjects i also havent study yet ....how ? i feel to give up my mid year ler .....but..............haiz......
SPM......SPM .......SPM.......i feel very scare when listen to the word ......i am not ready to face it.....i wish to get good results .......but i haven't cope my study yet ......everytime i wanna start my revision ....after 3 minutes i gave up....am i lazy ? am i not interested in study ? i dunno ....i really dunno.....
where do i need to start ? should i start from the basic ? should i just straight do the pass year without understanding ? should i give up ? are the enough time ? these type of question always come in my mind .....

when see my cousin , relatives get very good result ...i feel very " xian mu " and wish to follow their footstep.....can i ?
sometimes i think some pressure will be some " tui dong li " for me ...so i keep reminding myself must follow their footstep .... but that seems not work.....

why when form 3 i can such hardworking keep revise my studies .... why now i change like that ? am i " tao bi xian shi " ????? why ?????? why i can't done a work nicely ? am i loser ? am i useless ?